今天起身突然想起你告诉过我，
每个人的手上都握有一个人的幸福
而我的幸福握在你的手里。
:)
这几天甚少联络
希望你回来之后借由照片告诉我你旅游的过程
疲倦是必然的，但是开心，充实吗？
马六甲没有想象中的好玩，
只是没有后悔过去。

花了不少钱，当然。
住宿，膳食，入门票，车票， 都是钱。

只是买了Keris的钥匙扣。
这几天都在看电影， 看了两部，两部都是很不错的戏。
由头到尾，都被银幕吸引，没有分神过。
特别是《叶问》。

想你。：）
一想到你今天回家，不知不觉就开心起来，终于又可以和你谈久久的天了。

今晚见亲爱的。

sorry post :)

sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry thousand sorry!
baby.. i din realise my alarm were rung!
yie said she woke me up for 30 mins and i talked to her,
unconciously. i dun know i was talking to her either,
guess i am over tired.
i am going to shower and go klcc take ur book soon,
ah dong and kahou along.. maybe kahou's girl.. -.- sigh. i dun like her.
then yie cant go, she is having final.

will not go back late ,coz she is waiting us for dinner :)
miss u babii-chan.
ily, ILY!!! emmuacks

"how r u recenlty other than the stupid ah buih makes u angry ?
how is ur study?
how is everything?
how is ur family?"

It's kinda sad to saw these kind of questions u know

as if we long time no contact

nevertheless, i realize tat i didnt mention those things to u tou

neither did u ask about it, till now

last week we learn a new subject, never learn b4 in malaysia

its about compressed air brake used in commercial vehicle

which is quite interesting but complex subject

my family is just fine

my big cousin get married

connie finish SPM

my brother will be back to sdk mid january for his gf sis marry and cny of coz

so the coming cny will be the 1st cny i missed out with my family

waiting for the prepaid visa card to arrive early next week so tat i can book the hotel online for the christmas vacation with ahdoi

heard that ahbuih them planning to travel to several european city but seems like not going to be working

not sure about the details but tat's wat i heard of

i told doi, someone who cant even plan properly to frankfurt, how he gonna plan to other country yet then. sigh

however, non of my business of coz

of coz its the same for me here, everyday the same, routine schedule

the difference is just i'm going to sch but u go for ur intern

glad that u appreciate ur intern other than complaining more on it

its of coz good if u really can learn alot for ur future career, not just to fulfill the college requirement to join internship

the most frustrating problem for me here everyday of coz is my meal

rice, spaghetti or fries/potatoes as base food and then different dishes to simply call it a 'meal'

time past very fast here, in my point of view, a lot faster than the time i had in Nilai when work.

waiting eagerly to go back. for instance i don hv any speical will to stay back here in germany, in the case for working opportunity, the tax is jaw dropping.

miss u, miss sdk, miss my family.

most of the time thinking to get back asap.

but then need to overcome the meister exam here of coz.

for me, skype is really not a good way to communicate

i really cant think of anything very interesting or special to talk with u thru skype

i think skype is just nothing more than a program to let me see u, dear.

i'm very hard to please.

as u know.

as usual, of coz...

i'm sorry i really cant accept ur frens who u claimed they treat u good one.

yes i hv prejudice.

i think its the basic problem of opposite sex frens

hav u ever think about that, i too, hv female frens close?

tell me wat u think about tat.

for the same conditions:

going out to accompany her dinner at a time suppose for sleep or supper

again and again inviting me out to hav a talk or to share about something

treating me good without ur notice (treat me good, just u dunno)

i really feel tired to argue with u again about the same and repeating problem of us.

tiring to analyze the situation

tiring to listen to ur explanation

tiring to explain to u about my feeling/point of view

i really don think its my problem in this case

so do u, should u think its not ur problem too, coz u come all the way like wat u should be for 20 yrs as u said.

conflict will not stop in this sense.

dont forget ur stand as someone's girlfriend

let me know if u think i should not think this way

the question is, i'm not going to tolerate in this aspect.

i hope u understand me.

if u cant agree more with me, let me know.

long letter

DEAR BABY,
sorry for neglected the blog.
dun really have things to update, and all those happenings i have already tell u in msn or sms.
everytime i open the blog and click the new post link, after i got into the blank paper.
my brain is also as blank as the white board.
there is nothing interesting happenings around me.
i worked, i went home, i dinner, i wait u online , or i worked at night then i sleep
then next day , wake up work again. everyday is the same routine.
even in the office , i dun have special things to do other than write script, collecting info from internet , find info in library,photocopy,translating script,attending events... tats all.
luckily, at this stage , i still enjoying the work. i mean, at least , i can handle .
recently keep going out with ah dong after work. most of the reason is he dun have accompany to eat dinner, somemore he live at puchong so near , his sis work till 11pm. then only he came by oways and dinner together, and of course this is the reason to make us more friends. he share us how he end up the realationship wif his ex la, then his tiny tiny secret.. almost everything.
he is a nice friend to be with.
something i realised recently, maybe we really lack of communication, working day is tired in fact , i mean , i was planning to do many things during this internship, but now only i know interns is energy and time both consuming.
how r u recenlty other than the stupid ah buih makes u angry ?
how is ur study?
how is everything?
how is ur family?
and most importantly, do u have things to share with me? things btw us, of course.

recently going out with ah dong so frequent makes me realised something , i realised that everytime i talked about u , i feel so lumm.. and then i realised i feel really really good to be with u, i mean, i feel so good that you're the one who is my only one.

baby, never mention about wait you till june, once yours, always yours. i mean my heart.
arent i tell u in the 1st cert? my heart, has already dedicated to you. no doubt.

baby, i love you; i need you ;i miss you,sincerely...


love,
dear.

Just post

Dear!

Just now after sch me and doi go computer shop, he bought a mouse

then we go shop for groceries

I bought Nutella (choco spread for bread), white bread, ham, juice, melon(sweet!)

not as sweet as the feeling of thinking of u LOL

then we go train station buy ticket from Berlin to Hamburg city for out vacation

miss u alot really!

I'm happy today! SIAK u DDT! Emmuackss!!!

Dear Maggie Chiew Yee Chia, I love you!

In case u really no recif my 'lem' msn msg

here is it:

Emmuackss, wait u wake up naturally... haha!