ideal day

Every early in the morning, i wake up 45 mins earlier than u, kisses ur chubby sleeping face many many times then go shower and go down make us breakfast.. and yes, we need to buy few alarm clock to make sure i can wake up earlier than u, if not , no breakfast gar :)

after i prepared some easy simple and healthy breakfast like this :

:)

then i will do some housework , we have nice house, and sure i have to make it neat and clean and nice oways:) babii, you will have a nice housewife too :)



after done, it's time to wake my big babii up

and babii is up !



morning kiss for my only babii..:) and started i make up and baby shower and get ready..

go down for breakfast !

and also a nice and awaking coffee

by the breakfast time, baby and i will share a set of newspaper and read, and maybe we are so lucky by that time got news reporting on tv :)

after breakfast then baby get his car key, maybe in that time still din ger his RX7 yet, but then we'll see :)
then babii send me work b4 he go office..

working kiss for both of us !


after work then u fetch me home.. maybe sometimes i will drive too :P
then go home i will give u a hot kiss and massage for u :) hehee

about dinner.. let's put it aside 1st..
after dinner, after clean up .. we both do our work

at nite, ready to bed...



we can have some reading.. maybe as wat u requested, i will tell u a bedside story.. :)
or sing u lullaby..

or maybe ..

lol. use ur imagination baby~

okay.. these all of course will change , i dun wan to make a routine in our life of course, just imagine how will we do when we can really live together.. and of course, plan change coz of the new family members :) after they born, i think i will have to wake up 2 hours earlier, am i .. ?
:)

somehow i think the bedsheet behind him is just alike the kids room that u send to me last nite :)

and yea, u know i love this position..hahaa...

did i tell u last time, i dun like to wear couple shirt outside, but i would like to wear at home wif u.. :) i wan ppl envy about our relationship, i wan our kids will talk about us in front of their fren said : you know rite, my parents outside seems okok not so sticky but at home they actually wear couple shirt oways ger lo . :)
like this !!

and this one impressed me the most:)

baby , dun get angry easily la.. :(
baby i love you ...so much

more and more..

Garage for two cars :)


Choices of Mazda RX-7





i know u like white color but then the grey one look so sporty and more cool.. so .. u chose urself la, or maybe u can upload the one u really wan ?hehe..

and please babii


i wan thissssssss :~(

for another garage room :) okay okay

As requested...

Yamaha white piano

My (Our) dream house...

Dream House

Ok, just a basic idea what I wish to have, with my beloved dear, you.
Of course you are welcome to give your opinions and ideas.

Living Room
So 1st of all, the living room, (of course white colour la) =)
Anyway the sofas are more than enough if just me and you occupying.

Bed Room
So keep this basic principle in your mind, 'Everything in White'.
So here is it, the space which human spend 1/3 of their life in.
Let aside the dunno-wat-to-call plant near the window ok?
So I believe the 'tiny' wardrobes are 100% not enough for me and you!
We gonna get another corner of the room just for clothes! yupee!

Bath Room
Do most luxury bathroom get a pair of basin?
I think 1 is enough though. But actually 2 basins has its advantage.
You got no excuse to wake up later than me.
(Babii, you go brush 1st, let me sleep 10 more minutes as you brush and wash face)

Kitchen
Let's learn to cook together ok?
So with this kind of kitchen, I don't think we can do restaurant-like dishes.
Otherwise the kitchen will blow-up.
I believe simple dishes can be well prepare by us =)

Dining Room
I think the dining table can be a square one with 4 seats enough. =)

Laundry Room
I never know laundry can be so pleasing before I saw this laundry room design.
It's great!

Workplace
The workplace should be as simple as possible.
Don't think we will bring heavy work back to home. Isn't it?
The white macbook is a nice one addition to the white workplace.

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_________'s Room
Ok, the only colourful side in the house!
Guess whose room is this? Hahaha

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Happy 5 months Relationship!
I love you dear!!!!! =)

boy fren vs admirer

guess wat, i love this so much.. i know it's not related to the blog , but then this proves that what will a boy fren do , and the admirer will not :) oh ya, i noticed the vs words. u wrote/drew with the lines.haha

080401, 1st night :)

Happy 5 months babii.. it's great be by urside, be ur love and ur only one :)

baby, Love u infinity

who is next?

Who is next ???!!

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magic word:)

Tada!


dear mr.
chin khon loon,
you're my only one.
babii i love you..

Let me be with you...

This is a nice song from the japanese anime Chobits

Want to dedicate to you.

Dear, I'll always be with you.

=)

:P

也许你会很惊讶，明明我们刚刚sms到好好的，为什么我又post一些有的没的的东西。
这不是今天才有的现象，这段时间，我都是这样和你相处，明明满腹的感受，可是却会因为你若无其事的态度而压抑自己的感受，假装没有事，和你谈电话，sms,一天又一天的过去。
* 昨夜5点多才入眠，用了一整夜思考，思绪仍然不能平息。试问，我昨天做过什么事情让你send一封：88only， dun ask me why,u know it today.我知道今天我出去了一整天，可是间中我没有忽略你，我不是应酬而给你发信息打电话，我是真的想念你。kimgary事件我知道你在等我，可是只是因为我忘了告诉你我要等朋友一下下？那么为什么calvin他们来得时候你迟迟不reply我，你天天出去忽略我的时候我却可以任由你和你的朋友一起而不发脾气？我不是因为也有自己的节目，我明明就在家等你的信息，等你的电话。我们沟通不了，你不了解我要的是什么，而我更不懂得讨你欢心。不懂你是否观察得到，我们的感情？爱情？陷入了危机。几乎每一个晚上，你对我总有不满，然而我会因为你的不满而闹别扭，问题不在这里，问题在我们都不愿意去正视它。多少次了每次问题的发生你就要我去睡觉，我和你不同，非一觉可以当什么事情都没有发生，其实你以为你在解决问题，其实我的心里早堆了一堆的疑惑一堆的委屈一堆的苦水。每当我举例子要告诉你我们之间的问题的时候，你却要我不要和过去的4个月的我们比较。*为什么不？才4个月前的事情为什么不能比较？恋情开始时，你处处让我；现在，我常常叫你让我让我，甚至还会有失败的时候。*是我开口要求你让我，恋情开始时，吵嘴时无论谁对谁错，你都会说我错我错，我答应你我会一直宠你的。然而现在无论什么事情，你总有你的理由反驳得我哑口无言，一句你关心你在乎就加重了我的罪名。恋情开始时，我们通电话到凌晨，即使不是都常常要和对方通话，通话愉快万分。现在却是这一种现象，晚上吵架，早上当没事。我不是你，一觉不代表什么。我越来越觉得自己的渺小，看回以前你send给我的msg，真能让我落泪，多久了，我没有收到炙热爱情的msg.你对我生气是因为我不听话，我不乖，我态度不好，我忽略你我manja，我刁蛮，可是我生气的话就是我刁蛮。记得第一次我在电话里头哭吗？你在乎焦急的样子依然清晰，可是今天你只会问我为什么哭，做么要哭。多余的话，你不会再说。这是我不喜欢在你面前落泪的原因，你不是看不起我的眼泪，你是不觉得可贵。落泪总有原因，不是由你来觉得有没有必要落泪。你总是这样的理智，渐渐的我发现我在迎合你的要求，渐渐的，我失去了自我，我觉得说这句话你会不开心，所以我不说，我觉得这句笑话不能开，所以我不说，我觉得这样你不喜欢，所以我不做，在你面前我无法表露我最真的一面，因为你总有不满的地方。说实在的，我一直在很努力的迎合你的要求，无形中对我制造了很大的压力，而我也对自己施了更大的压力，当然如果压力能够带来好的结果，我不介意，可是我怎样努力你还是有你不满的地方，我的努力，我的感受你感觉不到。最令我心伤的事，抱歉，不能不提回过去，我觉得事情不解决，我无法天天若无其事的过下去。最令我心伤的是，身为女朋友的我没有办法和你多要求几天你在kl陪我的日子，我有用逼迫的语气吗，没有，我有完全忽略你对家人的那一份在乎吗，没有，我刁蛮吗？？？？？？ 难道男朋友要离开我到外国深造一年，整整一年，我都没有要求他多留几天的权利吗？一开口要求就是刁蛮任性不讲理认为什么事情都理所当然吗？我用哀求的语气留你，换来的却是你冷冷的信息：你不要什么事情都觉得理所当然，觉得很容易解决，这些都是要好好安排还有计划的！will u feel good if u cheat on ur parents?最后一句话，我了解，所以我不出声，可是接下来你却说i dun like the way u speak. 试问，你能稍微站出来在我的立场想一想吗？p/s:不针对任何一件事，这件事只是其中一个例子。你说你讨厌我胡乱给你下定论，你说你讨厌被误会。可是你难道没有吗？我的真正感受不断的为了要迎合你而隐藏起来，我和你不一样，不能好好的控制情绪，别人的恋爱可以想撒娇的时候就撒娇，想闹别扭的时候闹别扭。我呢，撒娇的时候要顾虑对方会不会觉得分量太多，想闹别扭的时候硬硬压抑自己的感受，因为你不喜欢。然而你闹别扭时我却是那一个不停tem不停tem你却忍心看着你女朋友tem了很久却无动于衷的男朋友。是否又会觉得你明明感觉是如此，你不要假假骗我，或是你又会生气我胡乱给你下定论，觉得我误会你。我觉得我好似能够知道你接下来会有什么不满似的。 如果你看了这封信根本还没发现我们之间问题的严重性，如果你看了这封信满肚子的不满，深觉你被误会，也甚至不了解到底发生了什么事，请找我另外两个朋友，我已用尽力表达了自己。不是要埋怨，你是疼我的，我知道，可是，你常常放大你的感受忽略了我的，你大男人主义，甚至还有不讲理的时候。我要的只是一个不隐藏自己每一份感觉的恋爱，不懂你是否发现，三个月的爱情保鲜过期了，好似是感情要来叩门爱情要走的时候。

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Just suddenly not in a good mood.

Not feeling to talk much in the phone.

Those credit marks not scored by you, but then its my feeling toward you.
Of course your action might change the figure also.

Its nothing about temper isnt it.
Just moody. Not your fault.

Just told me you like the white coffee but then in the previous post you said maybe the coffee cause your stomach not feeling well.

Dear I knew you have done alot to suit me, to impress me, to be good, etc.
I really appreciate it and I really knew it.

Thru' the phone conversation with eric just now makes me feel like going to work again.
Just bluff everything about my previous workplace just now with Eric.

I was playing PS2 just now. Just suddenly feel moody then I stop it and then go out to toilet and kitchen.

When I'm back to my room then saw your missed call.

Then you told me what you did previously.

Wonder how is the feel that you described yourself to be very very tired after chatting & gossiping. LOL

ahDoi did sms me just now, he asked for my Amway number. He didnt renew his account.
He wanted to use my account to buy things.
Actually he is (was) my upline. LOL

How was your mum recently, despite your brother's weird act?

Read 2 emails from my school.
The Visa is processing. Accomodation and Bank account matters confirmed.
So now is just: WAIT.

Wonder how would it be, if you are by my side, and then I also suddenly become moody,
means like suddenly doesnt feel like talking.

Weird? Strange? Unacceptable?
Is this what you think of me? Or maybe not.

Dear I love you...
Maybe I'm really not good at showing how 'much', or even how 'true' I really meant it.

I'm waiting,
waiting for alot of things, alot of happenings, etc.

Looking forward to our future seems to be very far but that's what drives me strong to make myself clear about we have something to challenge for and work hard for.

nice weather!

Not really in a good mood now:)
headache somemore. apply the wind oil dy, feel better.
had half bowl of sup which cook by the kakak. and feel like puking now.
i am ready to study now. :)
sorry baby, din know the voice msg is playing in this way.
i cheacked back the sent items so that i know it's actually wide speard. hahaa..
did anyone hear, just feel like kissing u.. :P
this is already the 3rd msges in casatales which u haven read yet.
today weather is cold , agian. and i love my new chair a lot. i really wan to be a boss next time. haha..can sit this kind of chairs.
having a bad tummy now. dunno whats wrong wif me. maybe the white coffee make me.
how is ur dinner at SRC ar? mum like ur shirt?
just now ur sis reply me , then i sent back : enjoy ur night aunty. then she reply me : sure i will.. hehe.. plus the hehe wo.. haha..
i am a bit sleepy now but then full of enthusiasm to study.. :)

how i wish i am by ur side baby. i miss u badly.. u filled the every singel space of my heart..
i wan u to be mine oways .. i wan u to siak me oways.. i wan u 999 everyday :)
but baby is very picky, choosy .. dun ever think 999 is an easy no. to get.

sometimes, i mean like this morning , i din know why i scored high marks ..hehe..
well,the 999 made my day, agian .
love u baby.. i mean CKL :)

morning greet :D

*wink*

yes, i admitted. sometimes just sometimes i will mutter about u, maybe the way u treat me
maybe the way u expected me to do something or maybe the way u requested me or teach me or guide me.. but then i still like u so much so much. u brighten up my life. baby i love u, always.

"I don't like you..."

Every time i heard of this,
I dunno what response should i give to you.
=X
I know its joking, but i really DON'T like it.

"words do hurt, speakings do kill."

the feeling is same like u asking me to "jump off the building".

Joke in a more (imo) proper way.

=(

not to offend any one of us, just to voice out my feeling.

Just some thinking

Dear~

Just finish our phone coversation and a bit unhappy sms, haha

many times i just feel that i want to advise or teach you somethings
maybe you did wrong or you did it not in a really correct way.

so then maybe you will think i'm blaming you or scolding you.

sometimes i will think that you misunderstood me and i really dont like that particular feel.
cause its really unease.

i know i have bad temper always, but i have try to control.
when things not happening in the way i want, i try to analyse 1st, whether i can control the condition or not.
if i'm really unhappy, i calm myself down then i dont give a word or speak then.
so maybe sometimes u ask why i dont talk.

anyway, altough a bit blur, LOL,
just want you to understand that everything i said or did is of course for your good sake,
i'm not a barbarian who will 'luan luan lai' one la.

i will consider and think a lot before i do something.
so maybe you think i'm too rational and not considerate enough about your feelings.

nothing will change about my feelings towards you for sure.

Goodnight dear baby darling~ I love you so much.
Hope you rest well.

p/s: promise me tomorrow must drink plenty of water and try to pass motion.

breakfast for u

BREAKFAST for u :)

goodnight msg ?

i'm real tired. goodnight baby, you know i love you and i hate conflict. just only i dun wanted to sleep and wan to talk with u more. *sigh* tell me how should i make things better.

msg for u in class.

funny, i wrote this at the morning. guess wat, should have send to u at the morning.
maxis failed. we failed.

Where is my comment, dear?

Wai...

"Got mouth say people, no mouth say yourself" ah...
Asked me to give your post a comment if not you feel 'emptiness' But then you also no give comment to my post ah...

Kekeke

Love you dear! so MUCH

No more excuse to not posting blog

Haha, my friends all head back to KK already and tomorrow they will be back to Miri.
So theses few days just eat, eat and eat.

Feel very hot ah, even the fan spinning at full speed already.
Wonder next time can our house 24 hours aircond operating? =)

Everytime I miss you very much, the same thing comes up to my mind.
When can i really settle down and staying by your side?

Dear, I really want a strong relationship with you...
Just because I love you, and I need you.

Emmuackss for my Dearling ^O^


p/s: learn this abbreviation recently LDR: long-distance-relationship
and you know what? I'm full of confidence!

Strepsils attack!

baby: why are u doing this! do u know it's not a candy, cant take strepsils as the candy la, it's a medicine... bla bla bla..

I miss u . thats why... do u think eating all these can reduce the miss'ness' of mine to u ?
nope, it will grow more and i love having it every single day started from the time i woke up and trying to touch out the fon from my bed side. :) good time in Subway? baby i cant wait to see u ..

wall-e

Late at the midnite,
doing assignment, thinking of you.
just realised something,
when i started get into my life and try to make things better in my life,

i live greater and happier b4, and guess wat , leaving my frens, i think it's a right choice.
i work more happily wif the others. i mean, together with the new group members, i am more confident to myself, maybe situation changed? maybe i changed, maybe ppl changed or maybe this is already sem 4, i started to get used, or maybe i've met u ?:)
doing assingments and doing revision everyday almost is no longer as suffer as last time.
i've faith to myself. coz i know u're just beside me, always.
time flies, we hv been aparted 18 days, but it's like a month i din see u.. god knows i miss u deadly. things that i hv told u just now after the movie is true, and i just cant get rid of the feelings of missing u loads. i truned back and give out my hand to take the bottle from my fren behind, suddenly hv a strong feelings, i feel like holding u hand and as wat u said : wei where u pull my arm to ar.. *pull ur arm to my chest:P , not to be obscene, it's just a feelings of secure. and baby i miss ur lips, desperately.



buy me this :)


wat do u think about this compare to the previous one? i think that one better :)

babii~ ^O^ <<< dai dai dam ..hehe

p/s: this considered as one day one msg k ? love u :)

Loving couple:)

And not forgetting these! :)

Romantic date at night :)

siting on the chair holding hands and a moonlight night:)

Loving couple:)

Our Babies

Casanova
Flora
Happy Birthday aka ahblu3
Goodheart

Luckier

DaiChi

Egg 2005

Holiday Teddy 2005

Skis

Laguna

Hark

Star