Friday, August 22, 2008

Just some thinking

Dear~

Just finish our phone coversation and a bit unhappy sms, haha

many times i just feel that i want to advise or teach you somethings
maybe you did wrong or you did it not in a really correct way.

so then maybe you will think i'm blaming you or scolding you.

sometimes i will think that you misunderstood me and i really dont like that particular feel.
cause its really unease.

i know i have bad temper always, but i have try to control.
when things not happening in the way i want, i try to analyse 1st, whether i can control the condition or not.
if i'm really unhappy, i calm myself down then i dont give a word or speak then.
so maybe sometimes u ask why i dont talk.

anyway, altough a bit blur, LOL,
just want you to understand that everything i said or did is of course for your good sake,
i'm not a barbarian who will 'luan luan lai' one la.

i will consider and think a lot before i do something.
so maybe you think i'm too rational and not considerate enough about your feelings.

nothing will change about my feelings towards you for sure.

Goodnight dear baby darling~ I love you so much.
Hope you rest well.

p/s: promise me tomorrow must drink plenty of water and try to pass motion.

4 comments:

Maggie said...

promise u i will pass motion :) this promise seems so.. haha.. morning baby! back to one day one msg ? haha.nowis0739, i hv to leave now. cont later k . love u!

Maggie said...

oh ya ! who is shirly anyway ?

Maggie said...

somehow i am so glad that u share me ur true feelings and tell me what will happen if u feel unhappy. the way u tell me or advise me anything will make oways make me think that u're blaming or scolding. i like we being so honest to each other. :)

KhonLoon said...

hello dear, dunno wat r u doing now, i just woke and brush teeth, read news, eat bread.

shirly? u mean in fs? ahpaul's fren in miri.

oh ya. the tooth brush u bought for me, evday i brush also my gum got blood. so i think i need to start use the amway brush liao.

let's us together la =)