Sunday, September 7, 2008

Mixed feelings

Since the day that the date of departure to Germany was confirmed, my feeling is so mixed-up.

Feel Happy because I can finally fly abroad to pursue the vocational study.
And I can meet u up in KL again.

Feel some sad feeling for leaving family and you, again.
Really hope that things will be settle down after this 10 - 12 months.

Feel lazy to pack things la, a lot to bring along.

Feel worry about days in Germany there, how to cope up with the language, how to cope up with the people over there, living, expenses.
Most of all, worry about you for sure.
It's impossible for you to drive from Mentari to KDU everyday ok?
I can't imagine the situation. Security only in the 17th floor, wat about in carpark?
what about all the driving way to and fro KDU? Wat if traffic jam? How much earlier u need to wake up to rush for 8am lesson by tat time?

Really got a lot of things to do these few days.
As I wrote out a check list already. Kinda long one, you know.

1 comment:

Maggie said...

3more days to come , one more week to leave, should i be happy meeting u or should i be sad for ur leaving? iam so confused. and atthe mean time, i am just neutral, like a sky blue color. maybe i dun hv much time to think about.. i should have to study . how's the banner? u like it ? :)