Love in the air

"how r u recenlty other than the stupid ah buih makes u angry ?
how is ur study?
how is everything?
how is ur family?"

It's kinda sad to saw these kind of questions u know

as if we long time no contact

nevertheless, i realize tat i didnt mention those things to u tou

neither did u ask about it, till now

last week we learn a new subject, never learn b4 in malaysia

its about compressed air brake used in commercial vehicle

which is quite interesting but complex subject

my family is just fine

my big cousin get married

connie finish SPM

my brother will be back to sdk mid january for his gf sis marry and cny of coz

so the coming cny will be the 1st cny i missed out with my family

waiting for the prepaid visa card to arrive early next week so tat i can book the hotel online for the christmas vacation with ahdoi

heard that ahbuih them planning to travel to several european city but seems like not going to be working

not sure about the details but tat's wat i heard of

i told doi, someone who cant even plan properly to frankfurt, how he gonna plan to other country yet then. sigh

however, non of my business of coz

of coz its the same for me here, everyday the same, routine schedule

the difference is just i'm going to sch but u go for ur intern

glad that u appreciate ur intern other than complaining more on it

its of coz good if u really can learn alot for ur future career, not just to fulfill the college requirement to join internship

the most frustrating problem for me here everyday of coz is my meal

rice, spaghetti or fries/potatoes as base food and then different dishes to simply call it a 'meal'

time past very fast here, in my point of view, a lot faster than the time i had in Nilai when work.

waiting eagerly to go back. for instance i don hv any speical will to stay back here in germany, in the case for working opportunity, the tax is jaw dropping.

miss u, miss sdk, miss my family.

most of the time thinking to get back asap.

but then need to overcome the meister exam here of coz.

for me, skype is really not a good way to communicate

i really cant think of anything very interesting or special to talk with u thru skype

i think skype is just nothing more than a program to let me see u, dear.

i'm very hard to please.

as u know.

as usual, of coz...

i'm sorry i really cant accept ur frens who u claimed they treat u good one.

yes i hv prejudice.

i think its the basic problem of opposite sex frens

hav u ever think about that, i too, hv female frens close?

tell me wat u think about tat.

for the same conditions:

going out to accompany her dinner at a time suppose for sleep or supper

again and again inviting me out to hav a talk or to share about something

treating me good without ur notice (treat me good, just u dunno)

i really feel tired to argue with u again about the same and repeating problem of us.

tiring to analyze the situation

tiring to listen to ur explanation

tiring to explain to u about my feeling/point of view

i really don think its my problem in this case

so do u, should u think its not ur problem too, coz u come all the way like wat u should be for 20 yrs as u said.

conflict will not stop in this sense.

dont forget ur stand as someone's girlfriend

let me know if u think i should not think this way

the question is, i'm not going to tolerate in this aspect.

i hope u understand me.

if u cant agree more with me, let me know.